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| Barely B and Me - Five Days Pre-Op |
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Five Days Out
Well, I am 5 days pre-op and I must say it's been an emotional roller coaster. Sometimes I get sad, because this is the body I have had all of my life, I will never see again! But, at the same time, I am happy about that! I keep trying to explain to my body (like its a real person) what will happen to it.
"Body, next week, we are going to see a doctor. He is going to make some shapely changes. Please don't be shocked when it happens."
Silly, huh? Also, when I am with certain people, I think about my decision differently. "Do I really want this?" But, the answer is always the same. "YES! I want this!"
Other people get me more excited than others. The women I work with are doing a countdown to the surgery day, and that makes me feel good. Sometimes I lie in bed and touch the smooth place where the incision will be, and get
sad that I will have a scar there. Well, excited like I said, a lot of emotions!
We're, 5 days and counting.......I'll keep you posted!
My Decision | Last Minute Prep | The Big Day! | Post-Op Days
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